mood: 
It's been a while I felt this way. Mixed feelings that I can't described. It has also been a while that I spoke about my feelings due to the busy schedule or more accurately the heavy load of homework. I probably have managed all the feelings that they didn't burst out, thus no blogging of all that has happened so far.
I've felt heavy with some of the news heard and seen. It's sad that a star has joined God this way. But, now he is in the most loved place, with no pain, no harmful words and no worries.
Next was another person fulfilling his responsibility towards the country. It is a happy matter but it's hard to be overly-happy for this. But, he will be back and he will be a new person though I don't know what the future holds. I prayed that the future will be bright till his return. Despite a heavy heart, time will fly even though it is two years.
Somehow all these has made me felt different today. Maybe it's not knowing what will happen next that is bringing on the feelings. Not knowing what I should dream for that is making it messy. Not knowing how to make another dream come true that is making it even more messy.
*sigh*
*a big sigh*.. only for now.
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Hmmm... I guess everyone has felt this way one time or another, not knowing what the future holds. Not good with words myself, came across a beautiful post "Letter to my Twenty-something Self" (http://teaandcookies.blogspot.com/2010/07/letter-to-my-twenty-something-self.html) hope this read would bring a little comfort for you.
Yep, lastly, I like yr new blog theme ~ very refreshing. Just by looking at the header lifts my my spirits up. Nice! :)